MysticofJentar

Shriek your curses to the sky; For no one else will listen. Let your tears fall to the earth; For no one else will catch them. Writhe in pain upon the ground; For no one else will hold you Pound your fists into the dirt; For no one shall you ever hurt. Watch the colors drain away and the water rise as you drown Listen to your breathing cease for surely thou art dead now.

Through the days unnumbered And rhymes inadequately performed Past the different phases And the ones yet to reform. Beyond the many confusions And lines that are ever blurred My face has yet to change Yours has yet to discern The lies in my truths I told those confessions I entrusted you In the love of ages I gave him The uncensored admission I honored, Not to him but to you. The warmth and acceptance we traded Care begrudgingly granted Yet still I kept most for myself My selfishness be damned your faith in me will burn The world will not stop spinning When the last pure breath of yours falls. (Chorus) When my crime is c

…And when I awake, I awake to wistfulness or some stronger unnamed emotion. It courses through and leaves me utterly hopeless, longing for what I left behind in my dreams. I lay motionless for a while with the taste of melancholy in my mouth, terrified to forget the beautiful impossibility that sleep brings. I don't want my waking world to wash away the bittersweet escape my mind constructed. Sadly, I must arise before the mere memory of an illusion destroys me where I remain. What moments ago brought me comfort is just as capable of breaking me completely.

Little mischief maker Beautiful Changeling child Tiny Pixie darling Winsome Trickster smile Deep blue gateways, so keen, charm full Infectious chiming tone, enchanted soothing lull Love given freely, to those worthy as she deems Worlds born of words, from days spent a-dream. Celestial face, ever shining sun, of my darkest days How have I proven worthy, what did I do, to deserve this gift of fey?

Breathing in anticipation I feel the ghost of jubilation Hope is such a revelation To be aware, a strange sensation

The voice through the speakers croons Lines I well could have written for you A testament, a profession—still these are words More than I can express—a truth that burns Time and distance will stake no claim Even now my love remains the same Through devastation, utter confusion and pain My resolve, my absolute devotion remains unchanged

Where did my winter go? Summer brought it to an end. All the shivered promises All the whispered plans Summer seemed to steal away Leaving only means and taking ends

I will scream with clarity of clouded uncertainty Raw truths fully hidden The dance I dance the best, the song I sing the most The resolve as strong as glass, shatters in a single ragged breath Worthless treasures reft away in daylight, only to be restored in shadows My pride and all things me, sent to sleep for a time My life was gray then all went black No more apathetic bliss I woke up and stood on my own again Look down and fly Fall away from the awareness that cascades around Muffled whispers by fire, warning me to be treacherously true Embrace the wind, in a slow rush of intoxication be born anew With blatant stealth, I cho

Wicked Sun, Violent Rays, Star-Crossed love, so cliche, through it all, see what we have made

The room is dark. But there is a door, a single door painted in shadows. I do not have to turn the handle to know this door leads nowhere except to more doors. Every door is a mystery. Each contains a story, a life. None of these pertain to me so I walk swiftly, pass them by. I do not care what I am missing as I continue making my way through. I know I am lost. This, however, is irrelevant since I am incapable of leaving. The one door I wish to search is currently locked to me. "Patience" he says. I haven't enough of it. I am aware. So I will prove us both wrong and wait; sit until the key falls in my hand, materializes in my pocket. Heaven i